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He kissed her more passionately than he had ever kissed her before.
It's been a long time since I've kissed, a bit raw, heart thudding, like the first kiss.
He hugged me tighter...
At a time like this, he was still so gentle and considerate, afraid that the stones on the ground would hurt me.
I lay on my back and looked up at the blue sky. The crescent moon had fallen into the clouds, and when he covered my eyes with his hand, he suddenly gave me an experience I had never experienced before.
Suddenly, I remember one time, we were also on the rooftop, in the torrential rain, we were the same, as if afraid I would leave.
His love words reached my ears, "Xu Shubei, I want you to be only my woman for the rest of your life."
"Xu Shubei, do you know how much my heart hurts when you walk with other men?"
"Xu Shubei, do you know how I came to be when I couldn't see you?"
"Xu Shubei, I can't leave you anymore. Do you know?"
"..."
I felt as if my chest was ignited by his passionate words of love.
I knew he was still recovering. He wasn't fully awake yet, so he was out.
"I know! I know you love me! Do you think I'm not in pain? Do you know how much my heart hurts every time I think about how much you have children with other women? "
"I love you too, and I've always loved you deeply, and I love you as much as it hurts. You're worried that I'll be with other men, but don't you know that my heart is so small that it can only hold one person? "
"..."
Maybe it's been too long since we've had such passion, but both of us seem to have gone mad. The words that we've never said in the past have now been vented out.
The dust on the rooftop was blown away by the wind. The concrete floor was hard yet clean. Sheng Yun hugged me tightly … Only after a long, long time did it finally calm down.
He put on my clothes one by one and then wrapped me tightly in his arms. He suddenly sighed deeply and said, "When I saw you and Ziqian on the road that day, I almost lost control of my emotions. I snuck into your room that night and was relieved to see you asleep in your room. "
"How many times have you sneaked into my room? "I did!" I hid in his arms and asked with a smile.
"I can't remember. I'll check when I think about you and Zaizai. Nanny Liu was awake at night anyway, so she woke up when I called." Sheng Yun said with a smile.
His voice had begun to return to its normal tone, and I felt slightly more at ease. It seemed that the medicine was slowly taking effect, and his memories were starting to return to normal. However, it would still take some time before he could recover completely.
The night was very quiet. We quietly sat on the rooftop. This kind of silence was suitable for talking.
"What would you do if I was really with Ziqian?" I asked.
"What do you expect me to do?" he asked me, with a faint smile on his face.
"I want you to tell me." I couldn't help but say.
He looked towards the sky and said softly, "Although it is hard for me to see you two together, I didn't think it was possible at all."
"Why?" I asked again.
"Because when you meet me, you won't fall in love with anyone else." He looked deeply at me and said with certainty, "If one day you really fall in love with someone else, that means you really don't love me anymore. Once your heart is gone, you won't come back... Shubei, I've always understood. "
"But you still aren't willing to give up your pride and dignity to redeem our love. You always want me to find out for myself, and you're more inclined to put the results in front of me for me to see, but haven't you noticed that many things in this world change before they even reach a conclusion? " I said, somewhat sadly.
"My university classmate, Xiao Zhang. Her boyfriend went abroad and made her wait for ten years. She went from 20 to 30, but it was her boyfriend who was waiting for her to get engaged to someone else. You men always think that the result is more reliable than the process, but sometimes you overestimate human nature, and people change with the environment. I will change, and so will you. "Sometimes, when things change, they will never be able to return to the past …" I whispered.
"Xu Shubei, are you willing to make a bet with me?" he asked, looking at me.
"Betting on what?" I couldn't help but ask.
"Betting that even if we separate in the future, we'll still be together." he said confidently.
"Alright, I'll bet with you!" "How do you bet?"
"How about we carve their names on our hearts?" he said, looking at me steadily.
For a moment I thought he was wide awake. But the next second, I realized he wasn't.
The sober Sheng Yun, how could he do such a crazy thing? He was such a rational person that it was impossible for him to have such an idea all of a sudden.
I was about to deny it, but then I thought, Why not try it? Taking advantage of this rare opportunity, I engraved my name on his chest. This way, he would wake up later, and my name would still be there.
In a blink of an eye, we are almost at the third place. All these years, we have been working so hard and I have never touched the part that the young people are playing. When others are in love, I study and work hard; when others love me to death, I think about revenge; when others relax, I grit my teeth and think about how to go higher... I am, and so is Sheng Yun.
After all these years of struggle, we had no time to indulge our youth and were constantly running forward with gritted teeth. Because we weren't born to have everything, what Sheng Yun and I have now are things that we have spent a lot of effort to have.
Who would be able to so casually succeed? On the surface, others might think that Sheng Yun was a rich third generation, but he didn't need to work hard to get his hands on such a big company.
In the eyes of others, I, Xu Shubei, am a scheming girl who would use any means possible to obtain a position of power. But in reality, even if I have to use all sorts of tricks, I still have to put in enough effort and energy.
Now, he finally heaved a sigh of relief, and when he turned around, he noticed that most of his youth had already passed.
If it wasn't for Sheng Yun and I having an amicable relationship, how pale would my life be!
"Alright!" Thinking this, my blood rushed to my head, and I firmly said the word "good" to him.
"Then let's go now!" Sheng Yun said to me.
"Now? It's midnight! " I looked at him, shocked.
"Tonight, I want to live like all young couples. Let's go watch a midnight movie, eat supper, and then find a hotel to sleep in. When I wake up, we'll go to the tattoo, okay?" He smiled and winked at me.
A few ordinary words evoked endless reverie in my heart. I didn't expect that even in the depths of Sheng Yun's heart, he would yearn for such ordinary and ordinary small fortune.
"Really?" I couldn't help but ask.
However, we are currently in the hospital, and Sheng Yun is still in the hospital. But what was the harm in taking a risk?
Our hearts have been heavy for so long, it's time to let go of yourself!
"En, let's go. I want to see what time it is. Where's my watch?" he asked.
"You're wearing pajamas right now, so let's go home and change, okay?" I dragged him straight back to the ward, got his clothes out for him to change into, and gave him his watch from the drawer.
The nurse was about to come in when I pushed her out of the way and whispered a few words in her ear. She hesitated, but nodded in agreement.
This was probably the most relaxed, comfortable, and unforgettable night of my life.
He took me by the hand and wandered aimlessly down the street, he bought ice cream from the shop and fed it to me, we bought tickets for a midnight love movie, we kissed in the cinema like couples on a big screen, I fell asleep while watching the movie, he held me in his arms like a child, and it wasn't until the end of the movie that he patted me and said gently, "Wife, you're up."
After watching the movie, we went straight to a nearby hotel. In the hotel, we once again completely forgot ourselves … The more darkness rises, the crazier we become.
I had completely forgotten the passing of time. I had forgotten what I was doing, who I was, all the details of my life. That night, Sheng Yun was extremely engrossed …
I don't know how long we slept before we both woke up at the same time. I was still in his embrace when he suddenly pushed me away and looked at me with an extremely strange gaze. "Who are you? How did you end up sleeping with me? What were we doing last night? "
I looked at him in shock... He doesn't know me?!