Planned Love

As I approached, the door was locked. Without looking back at him, I went straight through the door.    

Inside the room, Nanny Liu was still sitting on the sofa, waiting for me with Zaizai in her arms. When I opened the door and saw Nanny Liu sitting on the sofa in her pajamas with her child in her arms, dozing off but still insisting on waiting for me, I couldn't help but feel an indescribable warmth in my heart.    

Meeting by chance, they were originally just strangers, but now they suddenly became the closest family members in the world. After my mother died for so many years, it was the first time an elder had appeared. It made me feel the warmth of mother's love.    

I pushed open the door and Nanny Liu woke up. When she saw that I had come back, she immediately stood up and said, "Shubei, you're back. I cooked a bird's nest for you. I was afraid that you wouldn't know, so I've been waiting for you."    

"Auntie, you don't have to wait so late. You can go to bed early next time. Just put Zaizai down when he's asleep. It's too much effort to carry him." I said to Nanny Liu.    

"Holding warmth, the child enjoys the warmth of the embrace. Now that you're almost learning how to walk, in a few years, when he gets older, you can only watch him walk further and further away! " Nanny Liu said slowly, then put Zaizai into my arms, patted me on the shoulder, and said meaningfully, "When you are my age, the people around you go one by one, you will understand how precious kinship is. "At that time, the child would also be far away, and his home would be empty. He would no longer be curled up like this in your arms. You could only watch his back and watch him go further and further away time after time …"    

Nanny Liu suddenly became emotional at night. I don't know if she saw something or felt something.    

Nanny Liu also had children and girls, but they had all left the country and had their own families. Her small courtyard once had its own liveliness and warmth, but now only two old men were left standing guard over the mottled little courtyard.    

Due to the lack of family love, she entrusted it all to Zaizai. This kind of pure and simple blood relationship allowed my Zaizai to enjoy the warmth of an elder and also allowed me to do my own work without any distractions.    

I looked at Zaizai, who was sleeping soundly in my arms, and looked at his bright red face. My heart was filled with mixed feelings.    

In that instant, an idea popped into my mind. It occurred to me that Sheng Yun might still be outside the door, that he might need a bowl of bird nest nourishment, that he might also miss Zaizai and Nanny Liu.    

I put Zaizai in the cradle and rushed out of the courtyard. I shouted Sheng Yun's name and searched everywhere, but there was no sign of him. However, the only response I got was the sound of the wind blowing …    

He was gone, and at that moment, my heart full of hope, I looked at the empty street, there was an unspeakable disappointment in my heart.    

What's wrong with me? Perhaps Nanny Liu's words touched the bottom of my heart, which is why I acted so impulsively!    

"Shubei, Shubei, where did you go?" Nanny Liu called to me from the room.    

"Yes," I said, and went inside, closing the door behind me.    

Nanny Liu had already brought the bird's nest to the tea table. On the TV, there was a popular family ethics play. Nanny Liu watched the family reunion on the TV and moistened her eyes excitedly.    

"Auntie, you should also eat a bowl, don't keep eating for me." I walked over and took my aunt's hand.    

"My child, there's something I've been hiding from you. Today …" I really want to say it. " Nanny Liu held my hand and said softly.    

"What's the matter, Auntie?" I couldn't help but ask.    

"Actually, every time I said to take Zaizai back to my old house, it was actually to go to Yun. Yun misses this child. He misses you. Every time I held him, I wouldn't let him go for the whole night. Several times I saw his eyes go red. Yun's face was cold, and he didn't say anything. However, in his heart, he was truly a gentle man. If you miss this kid, you really will pass through this village and won't have this store! " Nanny Liu took my hand and said earnestly.    

"You said it was like this, although it made you unhappy. But the child had a terminal illness and was a poor child. Shubei, Yun needs you and Zaizai at the right time. The child was deep in thought and carried everything on his shoulders. You, too, both of you have the character of a soldier. "If you guys are like this, once you have the knot in your heart, it will be very hard to remove it." Seeing that I was silent, Nanny Liu continued to say, then she patted my hand and said, "Little Bei, it's not that Auntie is talking about you, but that sometimes this man is hard on the surface. A woman's heart is tough, but it's hard on the heart. Child, you are just too strong. In fact, if a woman were to compromise a little and be gentle, she would be able to have a happy life. You said that you work so hard every day, and that men are still useful in critical times. Since women have married and have children, they must go to their families. When Auntie was in the Arts Group, she was a first class celebrity. At that time, who didn't say that if I hadn't married your father earlier, then she would have become a famous celebrity in the entire world. Now, there are a few worse than me, all active on the screen, becoming artists. Look at this woman on TV who plays the role of mother-in-law. She was my former comrade. However, if you ask Auntie, I will not regret following your father through the ordinary days of having children for the rest of my life. Auntie feels that in this life, I'm satisfied to have this old partner. Shubei ah, Auntie said so much, I hope you can take it. " Perhaps Nanny Liu's heart was really moved, so she said so much to me.    

My eyes moistened, but my heart was still as strong as Nanny Liu had said.    

I had that moment of softness just now. If Sheng Yun had still been there at that moment, perhaps I would have once again put down all the principles to seek that reassuring warmth.    

But, he's gone, he's gone …    

"Auntie, actually, I already knew that you brought Zaizai to see him. I know how he feels about Zaizai, and I also know that you can't bear to have a child without a father. I don't blame you, but I thank you for being honest. " I held Nanny Liu's hand and smiled, "But sometimes people need more than fate, they also need time. I don't know if we'll be fine in the future, but right now, I have more important things to do. Auntie, why don't you have a bite? "Very fragrant."    

"I don't want to eat anymore. I look at you and Yun as if you were my own children. Who would want to be a parent who doesn't want their children's family to be blissful? " Nanny Liu caressed my hand and said, "But auntie also understands that nine oxen can't pull back what you've decided as a child. Auntie said too much in the evening. Auntie's words, you can just do a reference. This old man's words don't sound good. If you're wrong, then don't take offense. "    

"If you say that, I'll have to call you Mama in the future," I said, looking at Nanny Liu. My eyes moistened, "My parents left early, so I thought I would never be able to experience the love of an elder again. I didn't expect to meet Nanny Liu. Mom, actually, I wanted to call you Mom for a long time! "    

That night, there were too many stories, too many emotions.    

Never in my wildest dreams did I think that I would hold my head together and cry together, turning me into a "mother and daughter" ever since.    

If I have unwittingly acquired kinship, then wouldn't I be able to obtain everything I want next? From having nothing, to having one's own home, one's own child, having one's own career, and then all of a sudden, one would have the love of a mother … All of this was touching and dazzling.    

And all of this, was the meaning of struggle!    

I felt that I was already fearless, because no matter how many enemies I met, how many difficulties I encountered, or how many obstacles I encountered, I believed that I would be able to pass through in the past and still be able to survive now.    

Tianyiliang I got up early, ran as usual after five thousand meters, I took a shower and went out to find Tai Feng.    

Tai Feng told me that he was fishing with his old friend at Jinquan Farm and asked me to go with him. So, I drove straight to Jinquan Farm, the most famous farm in Hangcheng.    

Jinquan was huge. I parked my car and walked around the farm until I found Tai Feng by a pond. When I found Tai Feng, Tai Feng was sitting with a young man wearing a white sweatshirt, fishing. When I found Tai Feng, he was sitting with a young man wearing a white sweatshirt, fishing.    

Tai Feng waved at me from afar, and I walked towards them. The moment I got close, Tai Feng raised his head and made a silent gesture towards me.    

I understand that people who fish the most do not like to bother, so I quietly sat next to Tai Feng, with him waiting.    

The young man beside Tai Feng was wearing a cap, so I thought he was his follower or assistant, so I didn't pay too much attention to him.    

The scenery of Jinquan Farm was very beautiful. While enjoying the scenery, I waited quietly. After a long while, Tai Feng finally started to close the line. From the look of joy on his face, I immediately understood that he must have caught a big fish!    

Tai Feng had indeed caught a giant carp weighing around three catties! When he pulled the fish out of the water, the young man beside him also cried out in surprise!    

The wind was blowing hard, blowing the young man's cap over the water. At first glance, I saw that the man's face looked familiar, but when he turned his head towards me, laughing, I couldn't help but widen my eyes in surprise!