C57 It Is Easier to Love than to Love
C57 It Is Easier to Love than to Love
Lee Wanning turned her head back. Zhou Qu looked at her and said, "You have to eat congee to get better."
Lee Wanning wanted to laugh, but her tears simply flowed down. "No, it's not going to be alright," she said.
Zhou Qu's hands started to tremble. He whispered, "It won't, it will get better."
Lee Wanning didn't say anything else. Zhou Qu pulled her body up from the bed and said, "Take the medicine and I'll promise you anything you want."
There was caution in Zhou Qu's voice. Lee Wanning closed her eyes and said, "I don't want anything. Zhou Qu, I don't want anything anymore."
"It'll be fine." Zhou Qu said while gritting his teeth. He put the bowl of porridge next to Lee Wanning's mouth, "Can I have some?"
Lee Wanning looked at the carefulness on Zhou Qu's face. In fact, what he didn't know was that her heart was sore too.
As time slowly passed by, Lee Wanning realized that many of the things she had been confident about before were all wrong.
She thought that no matter what she did, the person who would unconditionally believe in her would be Zhou Qu.
No matter what he did, Zhou Qu would tolerate him.
But now, Lee Wanning realized she was wrong. In this era, she could ignore it, Zhou Qu could ignore it, but when everyone looked at her strangely, not many people could bear it.
She was an ordinary person, and so was Zhou Qu.
Lee Wanning whispered, "Or we can forget about it."
Zhou Qu's hands trembled when he heard that. He looked at the person in front of him in shock. Lee Wanning repeated her words, "Let's go together!"
"This is bad!"
This was the first time Zhou Qu said no to him.
Lee Wanning closed her eyes and said, "I think it's good. Zhou Qu, maybe the two of us..."
"This time, everything was my fault. I already let Tan Cui Huan go back. Neither of us will let you disturb our lives. I really …"
At the end of Zhou Qu's sentence, Lee Wanning turned her face to the other side and said, "It's too late."
"I can make it in time." Zhou Qu gritted his teeth and said, "Eat the porridge and eat the medicine. You'll be fine soon. We'll have children too. Everything … "Everything will be fine."
Lee Wanning looked at Zhou Qu in front of her. It was unknown if he was comforting Lee Wanning or comforting her as he kept repeating those words to himself.
When he reached the back, Lee Wanning didn't want to talk to him anymore, so she just turned her face away.
Zhou Qu looked at her and said as if he was begging, "Eat some porridge, okay?"
Lee Wanning looked at him for a long time before opening her mouth.
Zhou Qu was very happy. He thought Lee Wanning had listened to what he had to say.
Actually, it was not the case. Lee Wanning just felt that if she didn't eat it, Zhou Qu would waste an entire day with her here, and she wanted to sleep in peace.
After eating the porridge, Lee Wanning drank another bowl of medicine under Zhou Qu's gaze.
Zhou Qu was very happy, and Quan Fei also felt slightly relieved.
Lee Wanning still lived in Quan Fei's house. Quan Fei didn't let him in, Zhou Qu slept at the door of the room every day, and when he heard some noise inside, he would immediately stand up to take a look.
After a few days, Lee Wanning's body began to slowly recover, Zhou Qu proposed to take her home.
Zhou Qu said directly, "I'm her husband, so I let her rest here for so many days. It's just because it's more convenient for you to have a doctor here, now that Aa Ning's body has started to recover, we have to go back."
There was determination in Zhou Qu's words. Wu Tie was so angry that he wanted to get hit again. The two of them were deadlocked. Zhou Qu asked Lee Wanning about it.
Originally, Quan Fei thought that since Zhou Qu broke Lee Wanning's heart, Lee Wanning would definitely not want to go back with him. However, the result made Wu Tie so angry that he almost jumped out of his chair.
He didn't understand, Zhou Qu had already made Lee Wanning's child disappear, why would she go back with Zhou Qu?
Lee Wanning said, "Young Master Quan, you are the biggest person here. You don't have to worry about everyone's gazes, but we are different."
Quan Fei gritted his teeth as he looked at Lee Wanning and said, "If I knew you from the beginning …"
"There are no 'ifs'." Lee Wanning interrupted him and said.
Quan Fei was speechless.
He knew that even if Zhou Qu hurt Lee Wanning's heart, in her heart, Zhou Qu was still her husband. No matter what he did, it was still incomparable.
The day they left the county magistrate's mansion just happened to be Lantern Festival. Lee Wanning smiled and said to Quan Fei, "You're right. I won't be able to go to the Lantern Festival."
Quan Fei gritted his teeth and said, "I will go up there and win the lanterns for you!"
In fact, Quan Fei's sincerity touched Lee Wanning a little, but unfortunately, she couldn't have any expectations anymore.
When he returned home, Zhou Huai immediately went up to them and said with red eyes that they were in the county magistrate's mansion and he was home, so he was worried to death.
Lee Wanning did not answer. Just as Zhou Qu was about to carry him upstairs, Lee Wanning said, "Let's go back to Guxi Village."
Zhou Qu looked at her in surprise.
Lee Wanning said slowly, "Perhaps you could have the village chief come here. I don't mind."
Zhou Qu immediately understood Lee Wanning's meaning. He gritted his teeth and said, "I don't agree with him. I definitely don't agree with him!"
Lee Wanning looked at him calmly and said, "You think that between us …" Was it possible? "Zhou Qu, if I see you, I will think of my dead child. How can I continue to start with you when you let me like this?"
"I know you hate me." As Zhou Qu spoke, he took out a dagger that he carried with him and said, "In that case, I can atone for the sins of our children. Aa Ning, my heart is as painful as yours, I don't know why it turned out like this … But you are right to hate me. "
Lee Wanning looked at him as he placed the dagger in her hand. The ice-cold sensation made her body shiver uncontrollably.
Then, she slowly clenched her fist.
Zhou Qu said, "If that can help you vent your hatred."
"Big brother!" Zhou Huai's surprised voice came from behind. Zhou Qu said directly, "Zhou Huai, you go. This is between your sister-in-law and me!"
Lee Wanning gritted her teeth as she looked at the person in front of her and clenched her fists tightly.
Zhou Qu looked at her and said, "Aa Ning, you can kill me as long as I can help you vent your anger. But if you want to leave, I don't agree."
Lee Wanning closed her eyes. Tears were already flowing down her face. Her body was trembling uncontrollably as the dagger fell to the ground.
'Clang! 'a loud sound was heard.
Lee Wanning gritted her teeth and said, "Zhou Qu, I'll count you in. If I kill you, wouldn't I be arrested as well?"
Zhou Qu didn't say anything, but Lee Wanning had already turned around and left. Zhou Qu hugged her from behind and said, "It's all my fault. I will atone for my sins with you. I will do whatever you want me to, but the only thing is …" Don't leave me. "
Even though Zhou Qu was a simple and honest man, he still had a bit of pride in his actions. Like this …
Lee Wanning felt like crying inside, but she held it in.
"I'll sleep in my room today. You can handle the rest."
Hearing Lee Wanning's words, Zhou Qu immediately laughed. He knew that Lee Wanning had compromised.
Fortunately, there were a lot of rooms in the room, but Zhou Qu was afraid that Lee Wanning would have some troubles in the middle of the night. He got up a few times and then sat at the door of her room with a blanket in his hands.
Lee Wanning's heart was a mess.
Zhou Qu said he didn't know why the two of them had come to this stage today, but Lee Wanning knew it in her heart. Why?
They didn't have complete trust in their relationship. Zhou Qu was the same to her, and she was the same to Zhou Qu. The two of them always thought that they loved each other deeply, but staying together was often much harder than falling in love.
The next day, when Lee Wanning just got up, she saw Zhou Qu at the door.
She slowly squatted down and looked at Zhou Qu in front of her. She felt upset.
Zhou Qu woke up very quickly. When he opened his eyes, he saw Lee Wanning making tea in the lobby.
At that time, tea was a luxury good for the town, even for the county magistrate's residence.
A faint aroma of tea drifted over from above. Zhou Qu stood up and Lee Wanning lowered her head to drink the tea.
Zhou Qu walked over slowly. Lee Wanning raised her head and asked, "Do you know how to play chess?"
Zhou Qu was stunned for a moment and said, "I don't know how to do it, but I saw it in Quan Fei's chess room."
Lee Wanning nodded. She took out a chess piece and said, "Let's play chess!"
Zhou Qu didn't understand what Lee Wanning was thinking, but he felt that her mood had calmed down a lot. It was just that kind of calmness …
Zhou Qu was afraid that the Lee Wanning from before would never come back.
The two of them started to play chess. Lee Wanning fell very quickly. It didn't take her much time to decide the outcome of the first game. Before Zhou Qu could say anything, Lee Wanning had already rearranged the board, "Again."
The second game lasted a little longer. Lee Wanning used twice as much time to win Zhou Qu.
Just as he was about to play the third game of chess, a voice came from outside the door. "I could smell the fragrance coming from your place from far away. What are you eating?"
Lee Wanning didn't move, but Zhou Qu stood up instead.