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Lishan words to clear the night and half, the tears rain bell finally do not complain. "It's a blessing for you to be able to win the favor of the brocade robes of the Wings of the Moon on the same day." Xiaoyun blurted out another "Mulan Words" before raising her head to drink another bottle of wine.
The scene suddenly became quiet. Only the sound of cartoons could be heard from the living room. No one said anything, and they probably didn't know what to say.
Xiaoyun's eyes were still staring straight ahead, as if she had seen all the vicissitudes of life in the world. She had drunk two whole bottles of wine, and even if the alcohol didn't reach her limit, it was already too much for a woman.
She stood up, her body staggered, and suddenly fell on Sheng Yun's body. I saw Sheng Yun's body was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously supported her.
"I... "I'm fine." Xiaoyun said, flattered as she subconsciously fell into his arms.
This scene was particularly dazzling.
"If you can't drink it, then don't drink it." Sheng Yun quickly pushed her away and said lightly. Then, he looked at me uneasily.
"Zaizai is probably going to get into trouble at home. Should we go home first?" I was afraid that if I stayed here any longer, nothing bad would happen, so I said to Sheng Yun.
"Alright, then I'll go with you." After Sheng Yun finished speaking, he immediately helped me stand up.
"Then we'll be leaving first. Shang Yang and I still want to see the latest American movie." Xia Yiwa added.
"That's right. If you don't tell me, I will forget about it. Let's go together." Hearing Xia Yiwa's words, Shang Yang stood up and said.
Seeing this scene, Xiaoyun smiled absent-mindedly. Then, she called out to the living room, "Duo Duo, we're leaving too. Come here."
"Mom!" Duo Duo immediately ran over and ran into Xiaoyun's arms. She rolled her eyes and looked at Sheng Yun, then said to Sheng Yun, "Daddy, Mommy told Daddy to stay with Auntie and Little Brother, Daddy can rest assured that Duo Duo will be good and take good care of Mommy. Daddy won't worry."
Then, Duo Duo pulled Xiaoyun's hand and motioned for Xiaoyun to lower her head. She touched Xiaoyun's face and said, "Mom, your face is very hot. Have you drank too much?"
"Duo Duo, why don't you and your mother stay here with your aunty at night?" Your mother drank too much to take care of her. " Rou hurriedly said, seeing that everyone was in a deadlock.
"I'm fine, I won't trouble you. I …" "I …" As soon as Xiaoyun finished her sentence, she ran to the bathroom in one breath and started vomiting crazily.
I looked at the scene of the mother and daughter coming out again and again. I was disgusted from the bottom of my heart. I pulled Sheng Yun out of the room. I felt a wave of unexplainable irritation in my heart.
Duo Duo chased after him and shouted, "Goodbye daddy!"
This time, she did not chase after him, nor did she cry. Instead, she appeared to be unusually sensible. Sheng Yun's footsteps paused. He probably couldn't bear it anymore, so he turned around and waved to Duo Duo.
I took the lead and walked forward. Sheng Yun quickly caught up with me and shook my hand. We didn't speak all the way home until we looked at Zaizai together. We returned to our own room. Their eyes met and the expression on their faces became complicated.
"You're softhearted, aren't you?" I asked, looking directly into his eyes.
"Humans are not like plants and vegetation. Shubei, I hope you can understand me." He looked at me with a look of helplessness and heartache.
"I understand you, who can understand me? I know that for you, the back of your hand may be covered with meat, and you can't get rid of it, but for me, this feeling is really very bad, very bad. " I covered my heart with my hands. My heart really hurt.
"What about the magnanimous Xu Shubei who didn't care about anything?" Sheng Yun walked over and held my shoulder while looking into my eyes. "Don't you believe me?"
"If you don't love, you can naturally do so without caring. "But now, it's different …" I looked at him and smiled wryly. "She knows you too well, she knows your weaknesses, she knows you're a soft-spoken person, she's breaking your mental defenses little by little. Every time she shows up, you feel a little more guilty about them, don't you? "
"If I told you that every time she appeared, I would feel even more guilt towards you, would you believe me?" He came over and took me in his arms, and stroked my hair with his hand, and said, "Shubei, her appearance will not diminish my love for you. It will only increase and increase …"
"Then... What about them? " I snuggled up against him. His heartbeat was so real, but I felt the distance we'd managed to close in on each other was growing ever wider.
Sheng Yun went silent for the first time, and his silence made me go crazy. My heart felt suffocated, so I pushed away his embrace. I looked into his eyes and asked sadly, "You also feel owed, don't you?"
I subconsciously kept backing up. I knew that Xiaoyun's repeated appearance was to slowly dissolve Sheng Yun's and my relationship's relationship. I kept reminding myself not to fall for the trap, to be rational, and to face everything wisely. However, it would be a mess if he cared and his heart was in a mess. Everything would be a mess if he cared.
"Shubei, don't think too much …" He looked at me with such a burning gaze that he said, "Isn't my actions enough to prove it? I didn't think there was any need to explain anything between us, did I? "
"But, I'm afraid." I looked at him in a daze, I leaned against the wall and looked at him helplessly, I said, "Sheng Yun..." Do you know what it means to be sincere to a woman like me? "
"It means that you will wholeheartedly follow and guard, it means that you will never be separated. Do you think I'm not like that? " Sheng Yun looked at me and roared from the bottom of his heart.
"But when you were with Xiaoyun... It's the same thing, isn't it? " I asked, looking at him.
"At that time, I was young and didn't have a deep understanding of emotions. My time with her was very short, not as deep as you think. I really didn't expect her to be controlled by Chen Mozhu all these years and even give birth to flowers, but I no longer have any feelings for her. I will do my best to make up for the harm she did to me, but I will never start a relationship with her again. " Sheng Yun looked at me helplessly. "I really hope this is the last time I'll explain this to you. Shubei, life is too short. I don't want to waste too much unnecessary time on love affairs. Can you exclude Xiaoyun and Duo Duo from our relationship? I know that this is a test for you, but it is also a test for me. "
"It's very difficult. Ever since she appeared, she started appearing in our lives out of nowhere, appearing from somewhere out of nowhere. If I were to say that it was all a coincidence, I wouldn't believe it at all." I shook my head and couldn't help but say, "My heart is in disarray, especially the words she said to you at night, the feelings contained within those words. I don't believe that you weren't moved at all." After all, she is the first woman you have ever loved, and I, Xu Shubei, have always loved you alone. "
"How can you not be confused?" Sheng Yun forced me to the wall step by step, he looked at me with a deep gaze, word by word said to me, "Xu Shubei, the person I love now is you. If you really know me, you should understand the weight of what I'm saying. "
"Don't let me down, Sheng Yun." His words made my heart tremble, and I wrapped my arms around his neck and looked him straight in the eye.
"I won't let you down." Sheng Yun put his arm around my waist and began to kiss me.
His kiss was so gentle that it rained down on every part of my face, and I leaned against the wall.
"Not yet." I blocked his hand with a heavy breath.
"I know."
"Sheng Yun, you can't …"
In his extreme gentleness, that hostile atmosphere had been replaced by this oily sweetness.
He has never mentioned the date of his marriage, and I did not ask him much. I began to understand that if I wanted to take the initiative in this relationship, I couldn't just let my emotions leak out like this every time. If I let my emotions leak out more, I would be treated as unreasonable and counterproductive in his eyes, and I would have to be more careful in the future.
After that night, we remained in a sweet state, carefully avoiding the minefield known as Xiaoyun. I took up all the free time outside of his work in various ways, and he never answered Xiaoyun's phone in front of me again.
Monday.
The first day I officially went to work at Shengshi Group.
After leaving the workplace for a while, I was no stranger to everything that was going on in the workplace. I could already imagine what I would be facing next.
I woke up early, showered, and coaxed Zaizai to sleep after feeding him milk. After instructing the nanny for a while, I picked out a dignified and elegant navy blue OL suit from the wardrobe, put it on, put on exquisite makeup, and drove away from home with my bag in my hand.
Sheng Yun didn't come back last night. He said he needed to work overtime all night, so I brought him breakfast on the way to the company. When I drove to the entrance of the Golden Age Tower, my heart was filled with mixed feelings as I looked at the grand entrance.
It was still early, and most of the employees weren't at work yet. I went straight to Sheng Yun's office on the top floor. I knocked on the door, but no one answered. I pushed the door open and found it locked. He was obviously not in the office, and my heart skipped a beat.