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The wounds on my body were still extremely painful, my clothes had already been dried by my own body temperature. After Zaizai fell asleep, I was not in good spirits and fell asleep in a daze.
I don't know how long has passed, but Zaizai's crying woke me up from my dream. I opened my eyes and found that the warehouse was already pitch black, only the outside of the window had a faint hint of deep blue. I tried to feed Zaizai, but I found that Zaizai started to cry again after sucking in a few mouthfuls.
Damn it, it must have been too long since I ate anything. I didn't have any milk left, so Zaizai couldn't drink any milk after drinking for a long time, so he started to cry again.
This pitch black warehouse was surrounded by towering containers. Where can I find food at this late hour? Listening to Zaizai's heart-wrenching cries, I realized how powerless I was. I tried to roll over and let him suck the other R, but the other R was also empty.
I couldn't see his expression, but I guessed that he must be as upset as I was. It had been a long time since he had changed his clothes, and he hadn't changed his diapers in a long time either.
This must be a good show that Ren Yingying and Sheng Yun's three sisters planned together. They left Zaizai and me here because they want us to starve to death here.
No one should come to find me anymore. Even if I go to the hospital, the nurses there will tell them that I was taken away by Sheng Yun, and Sheng Yun … Where did he go? Why didn't he appear for days in a row?
I put Zaizai on the ground. I thought I couldn't just sit here and wait for death, I must find a way to find food here, I blackened several cartons to see what was inside. I searched in the pitch darkness for a long time until I found a whole carton of tissues in a carton.
Relying on the scattered rays of light, I tore open the wrapping paper of the tissue and changed Zaizai's messy nappy pants. After wiping off the PP for him, I put on a new nappy.
It turned out that in an extremely harsh environment, a person would be able to unleash limitless potential, not to mention the fact that he had a child by his side that was waiting to be fed. I know I can't fall down. If I fall down, Zaizai will die here by himself.
He was just a baby that had been born a few days ago! Thinking of this, my heart felt like it had been stabbed by a knife! This child, from the moment he became pregnant, he had suffered so much pain for no reason. I even had the thought of abandoning him; I was truly worthy of being a mother!
While blaming myself, I tried to turn over the cartons one by one, trying to find a bit of food to eat. Finally, I found a whole box of well-packaged red date cakes in one of the cartons.
I remember Ren Yingying saying that this place was like an abandoned warehouse, filled with items that had expired or were not used. But at this moment, in order to survive, I couldn't care less.
I moved the cardboard box next to Zaizai and me bit by bit. Before this, to prevent Zaizai from being contaminated by the dust, I used my hand to tear a cardboard box into the shape of a cradle, put Zaizai into it, and then covered the top of the cardboard box with the silk scarf I was wearing when I left the hospital.
I took out a box of red date cake, no longer caring about how it tasted, and began to eat it piece by piece. Fortunately, the red date cake may have expired, but it was still tasty. Perhaps the antiseptic inside had taken effect. After eating a whole box, I finally felt some strength coming from my body.
Eating this alone without any moisture, it was impossible for there to be milk. Since there were daily necessities, such as red date cake, there had to be other things as well.
I pushed myself to my feet and went back to rummaging through the other boxes. After a dozen of them, I found half a carton of Wangdai milk in one of them.
Obviously, this was also out of date, or else they wouldn't have piled it up here. But for a woman who longs to live, even if it's out of date, she still has to drink it.
At this moment, all the physical and psychological pain was gone from me. I only had one thought, and that was: I must take Zaizai and leave this place alive.
Once again, I dragged the half-full box to where Zaizai was. I opened one of the bottles and took a sip. The milk inside didn't seem to have gone bad. So I drank the whole bottle boldly, and after a while my chest began to swell a little, and I knew it was a sign that the milk was coming...
It was really like saying, "The mountain is poor and the water is helpless. The flower in the willow is bright and the village is bright". Luckily, there were still these things in the warehouse. Ren Yingying would never have thought that I could find food and daily necessities in this warehouse. If she had known beforehand, she would have cleaned them out.
After I finished eating, I leaned against the carton and waited in the dark for a long time. After making sure that my body had no adverse reactions, I took Zaizai out of the carton and started feeding him.
The moment I heard him swallow, I couldn't help but let out a long sigh of relief. I knew that as long as I still had milk, my Zaizai would stand with me in this darkness. If we lived one more day, we would have one more day of hope …
Zaizai and I stayed in the warehouse for three days and three nights with the help of a crate of red date cake and half a carton of baby milk.
There was a time when I thought everything I had experienced at the age of eight would be the lowest point in my life; and if I found out that, no, the heavens would not stop tormenting me, that he would constantly give me all sorts of harsh tests, that he would set up impersonal barriers and wait for me to jump in without knowing it.
After so much suffering, will fate give me a gift in the future? If not, I must ask God for justice! As much pain as I can endure, I dare to ask the heavens for my life!
This child probably knows that misfortune has already fallen upon his head, only by enduring it with his mother will he be able to have a chance at survival, so he is surprisingly obedient and obedient. When he is full, he will sleep and cry; he seems to know that my body is severely exhausted, so he tries his best not to burden me.
I hugged Zaizai tightly in my arms. I swear, if I, Xu Shubei, am lucky enough to walk out of here, I will definitely grow up with Zaizai, and I will definitely become the best mother in the world. I will definitely return to him the pain that I forced him to endure today, tenfold, no, a thousand times more!
I had always loved cleanliness. I had made a soft little bed on the floor with a cardboard box, and I stacked the odds and ends I'd found in the box beside me to keep warm while covering myself with all the foam and plastic bags I could. I didn't know how long I'd have to spend in this warehouse, but I knew that with my current strength, I couldn't go far, so I stayed where I was, recovering slowly.
After Zaizai fell asleep, I also fell asleep. When Zaizai woke up, I also woke up. The cycle repeated itself and five days and five nights went by in a blink of an eye.
There was not a sound in the warehouse other than us, and sometimes I could see Zaizai's rough form in the dim light, and I thought it was a miracle that this little guy had survived with me in such an environment.
A box of red date cake is almost finished, there is only one bottle of Wangzi milk left, what should I do next. I tried to get up, but my feet were still sore, and the wounds on my stomach and back seemed to be rotting, and there was a faint stench that I wouldn't have been able to bear in the old days, but now … Everything was far from being as important as surviving.
As long as I'm alive, I think I'm the luckiest thing to do. I started to slowly climb out with Zaizai in my arms, but the damn thing was, I didn't know where the exit was. It was too dark in the warehouse for me to see the logo, so I couldn't tell where the exit was.
How could it be that no one had come in for so long? Why did this happen? I started to despair. Will our mother really lose her life here?
I held Zaizai tightly in my arms, trying my best to warm him with my body heat. His small hands would occasionally grab onto my hair, and I could hear him groping in the dark for my mother's warmth, constantly approaching me …
Sheng Yun, where are you right now? Did you know that Zaizai and I are suffering from such pain?
I collapsed on my makeshift cot. Just as I was about to faint, I suddenly heard the sound of a box falling not too far away.
At that moment, I was like all those on the verge of death. I finally struggled and shouted, "Help!"
I don't know if it was my voice that woke Zaizai, or if Zaizai's hunger caused him to cry again, but he let out a loud cry. In Zaizai's cry, I heard several boxes fall to the ground south of me.
This meant that there must be someone in that direction!
"Help! Save us! " I shouted at the top of my lungs.
Several more boxes fell to the ground. The sound was close by now, and when a box fell in front of me, I saw a vague figure crawling on the ground. Then, the person gently called out in a weak voice, "Shubei, is that you?"